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- 2018: A year of learning.
Hey, all. Been a while since I last posted (yet again). / For now, I won't promise any constant updates, since I can't really commit to that right now... but I'd still like to give...
- Yesterday, I may have had a panic attack at work.
And it wasn't because of the workload. No, the workload—so far—is actually pretty manageable. / What got to me was my own negative thoughts. / And it affected me in a way that was ...
- June things, and thinking of writing again
I keep saying "I want to write, I want to write," yet I never really commit. I could probably keep up after a few weeks, but I don't think I'll last a few months. / I guess the say...
- Listening to old songs and unearthing old memories.
As I'm writing this sentence, I'm listening to Ang Bandang Shirley's Nakauwi Na. / As I listen to this, I remember my commutes back when we still had summer sem in college. The fee...
- the pattern
Remember the reason why you would leave behind a loved one because you saw someone you thought was better you thought was more than what you already had the time spent with one has...
- Time to actually get started on things.
I told myself that by 2017, I'll start pushing myself a bit more to actually work on the projects I have in mind. Most of which were things I wanted to do back in 2016, but I think...
- Plans for December + New Phone!
First off, I was planning on doing what was done in this Medium article every day this month, but because of work, I might have to just reduce that to "do something like this when ...
- (unwanted) feelings
night time I'm fast asleep Or i want to, at least I want some peace And quiet, please Then they come Here they come They come quietly Slowly creeping in Slowly creeping in Slowly c...
- I got a lot planned for this month.
And my calendar's just waiting to be filled up with events and reminders. Whew! / I hope I get some time for myself this month, too. I don't think I need to put that in my calendar...
- What else can I do now?
Now that #InkTober2016 has passed, I currently have no other activity that will push me to post things here daily! Awww. / What else is there for me to do on this blog? / Hmm, I co...
- #InkTober2016 Day 24 (Late and Last post): One Dozen
I drew this on Saturday in the hopes of finishing the rest of the challenge prompts: / img_20161031_085925.jpg / This will probably be my last entry to #inktober #inktober2016. / I...
- #InkTober2016 Day 23 (Late): Slow
You can take this any other way~ / Take it slow ♪ / Posting this before I go out with my fellow work mates. :) / Here's my next—and last—drawing: #InkTober2016 Day 24 (Late and Las...
- #InkTober 22 (Late): Small
Here's the second one: / img_20161027_224638.jpg / How do you cross the gap? / I played around with brush pens more and wondered if I could create an entry by just using that. Here...
- #InkTober Day 21 (Late): Big
As promised, here's the one I drew last week: / img_20161027_222452.jpg / Inspired by Kimi No Na Wa (Your Name). / I wanted to draw this differently, but because I watched Kimi No ...
- Apologies for not posting anything lately.
Hi! If ever you follow my daily posts for #InkTober2016, you may have noticed that I haven't posted anything since Day 21. The short explanation as to why is because I've either fe...
- #InkTober2016 Day 20: Squeeze
I love this prompt. / img_20161020_180536.jpg / Dedicated to my favorite pillow, Apple. / I played around with the brush pen I just bought. I also love how this came out. Technical...
- #InkTober2016 Day 19: Flight
This image was stuck in my mind all day. / img_20161019_221915.jpg / Messy rendition of a bird taking flight. / I find it fascinating how birds can lift their bodies up and fly. / ...
- #InkTober2016 Day 18: Escape
I didn't want to go too deep into the prompt, so I did something simple. / img_20161018_220406.jpg / Where do we go afterwards? / Aren't we in a state of always escaping something?...
- #InkTober2016 Day 17: Battle
I was a bit lazy for this one. / img_20161017_182720.jpg / Na na na na na... Batman? 😅 / Probably some people: "Na na na na na na na na no more puns." / To be honest, I had somethi...
- #InkTober2016 Day 15 & 16: Relax and Wet
I think I purposely missed a day just so I could work with two prompts. Anyway, here it is: / img_20161016_221418.jpg / There are days when you just want to get soaked in the rain....
- #InkTober2016 Day 14: Tree(s)
As soon as I read the prompt, I immediately knew what I wanted to draw. / Three trees. 👌 / I've been posting late because I'm a bit busier now during lunch breaks. So now, the post...
- #InkTober2016 Day 13: Scared
Here's the drawing for today's prompt. :) / img_20161013_180536.jpg / "A-Are you sure you can catch me?" / This is for those days when you feel too scared to trust. / This is part ...
- #InkTober2016 Day 12 (Late): Worried
I was too tired yesterday to draw anything, so instead I did two drawings in one day. Here's the first one: / img_20161013_175012.jpg / "I don't think you trust me enough..." / Thi...
- #InkTober2016 Day 11: Transport
I was busy the whole day so I didn't have time to draw during the afternoon, but here it is! / img_20161011_184051.jpg / Because traveling is nice. / I based this off from a pictur...
- #InkTober2016 Day 10: Jump
♪ Might as well jump. Go ahead and jump! ♫ / img_20161010_143850.jpg / "Go ahead-a and jump!" / This morning, Van Halen's Jump played on the radio. I thought it would work well wit...
- #InkTober2016 Day 9: Broken
This took a while to do, but I'm a bit proud of it! :) / img_20161009_203705.jpg / "I will put you back together." / This is a tribute to Five Nights At Freddy's: Sister Location. ...
- #InkTober2016 Day 8: Rock
I thought hard about this. This is what I came up with. / img_20161008_162303.jpg / Bato... bato pick? Ewan. / Translation: The sign says, "Buy-buy Rock-rock". The bald guy's sayin...
- #InkTober2016 Day 7: Lost
It's been one week, so far! I hope I continue :) / img_20161007_150908.jpg / "I'm lost." / Today's prompt reminded me of this scene from Lilo and Stitch. / I also thought of drawin...
- #InkTober2016 Day 6: Hidden
Have a pun for today. / img_20161006_125516.jpg / Every time I said "hidden" in my head, I kept hearing "Hi Den," hence this comic. / This is a very forced pun. But eh, I already h...
- #InkTober2016 Day 5: Sad
Couldn't think of anything else to draw, thus I made some meta sketch. / img_20161005_125058.jpg / I'm running out of ideas 😓😓 / rip hands / I only used blue and black ink now! I h...
- #InkTober2016 Day 4: Hungry
Just went the easy route. / img_20161004_104953.jpg / No other words are needed to explain this. / I just drew this using only ballpens! Hooray for the usage of ink \o/ / I wanted ...
- #InkTober2016 Day 3: Collect
First day drawing at the office. Here's what I came up with! / img_20161003_132810.jpg / Collect, as in, I need to collect all my thoughts? Harvest them? Maybe??? / I slowly want t...
- #InkTober2016 Day 2: Noisy
Another day, another drawing. / img_20161002_104409 / To those days when your mind is more noisy than the world around you. / I really like making these kinds of drawings, where I ...
- #InkTober2016 Day 1: Fast
Today's Day 1 of #InkTober2016! Here's my drawing for the day: / InkTober2016_Day1 / Because sometimes, time just goes by real fast. / I stuck with my usual method of making a sket...
- I'm participating in InkTober!
And I don't plan on becoming lazy for this! I told myself that I wouldn't back out. I think it's also a good thing, since at least I'll have a "break" from work, and I'll be doing ...
- Dealing with mistakes and experiences
How should one deal with mistakes? / It's hard for me to accept that I failed at something, probably because of this certain idea of perfection instilled in my brain. It's somethin...
- disoriented—
that's what you are. waking up with the stars, you think time has gone far— comprehension went out and said, "au revoir," leaving you alone at an ungodly hour / disoriented— that's...
- boys don't cry
but i'm not a boy and i do cry and i did cry over the simple things you wouldn't even believe why / and how i really ruin a great day a great night a nice drive all green lights a ...
- right to left
maybe some things are better left unsaid: the issue that counts as unneeded stress, the discomfort felt by not being blessed, the feelings developed that went nowhere, the anger th...
- Association
There are days when I don't like looking at myself in the mirror. I don't see any worth. I see only a reflection of what is. / During those moments, I am most vulnerable. I feel th...
- My greatest enemy: my mind.
Lately I have been warding off thoughts that generally fall under the category of "self-bullying" or "self-loathing". I'm not exactly sure why I'm getting these more often nowadays...
- Fleshing out my webcomic idea!
Coming from this post, I want to talk about the idea for a webcomic that has been on my mind for a while. / Where it started / It started with the idea of baggage. What is baggage?...
- Regrets.
Context: This was a draft I wrote around 3 months ago. I figured I'd post it for the heck of it. I'm not really feeling this particular emotion now, but it's a recurring thought I ...
- appetite
is a space that is growing inside my self; a hunger for a certain kind of attention, a particular familiar sensation, longing for that comfort you let me feel; continuously searchi...
- Better understanding of my 5 Themes.
During my last year in college, I had the opportunity to take the Clifton StrengthsFinder for I was part of my home org's executive board of officers. It served as our training to ...
- Getting my NBI clearance
Today, I just got my NBI clearance. I'm happy that the process of getting one is easier than what I expected. / Making use of online services / I signed up for an account on NBI Cl...
- On RPG Maker horror games, and inspiration for the webcomic I've been planning to work on
RPG Maker Horror Games / I just finished watching Markiplier's last episode of him playing Blank Dream. The game itself its a "freeware horror-exploration game", and feels similar ...
- Thoughts while commuting.
This is just a collection of some recurring thoughts I've had while commuting. If I feel like it, I may update this as more thoughts come. Most of them will be in Filipino, my nati...
- What to write? and other recurring thoughts
For the past week, I have been wondering what I could talk about in this blog. It's easy to go with the usual "this is my diary, I'll put all my thoughts here" approach, but that g...
- Answering my own question
I have been feeling more scared over things I have little to no control over. All these what-ifs clouding my mind with scenes that rarely happen. What if this makes you angry? What...
- Reflections: Insecurities
I wrote this earlier in my notebook: / I felt really insecure lately. It's getting to my nerves. Maybe I just need to go out more and interact with people. Get myself out there. Be...
- [Finding an Alternative to Sunrise Calendar.] Closing Thoughts.
I realized that I didn't really continue from this post, but just to put an end to this little "series" I started, here's what I got from testing those apps out: / Nothing can repl...
- Lo(o)se
Using some sand, you begin to create something. You want to create something sturdy, something that lasts. You want this to stay by your side, and you won't ever lose sight of it. ...
- [Finding an alternative to Sunrise Calendar.] The background check.
After a quick look at everything, here's what I got for each so far: / Etar / open source calendar (Cool.)has the usual month, week, day, and agenda viewsuses the Android Calendar ...
- [Finding an alternative to Sunrise Calendar.] Initial List
Since Microsoft announced that it's discontinuing Sunrise Calendar, I'm trying to look for another calendar app that I can use that's similar to it. / For now, I don't want to use ...
- [Personal.] Plans for this website/blog?
Other than the things I expressed below, I'm also going to see if using those [ ] tags at the start of my blog titles is a good idea. / I think I've expressed my plans of changing ...
- alleviate
There are days—like this—when I wish my hugs would be enough to make you feel better, when my kisses would heal the parts that matter. / I sometimes hope my love could defy reality...
- Hiding in plain sight.
Lately, I have had thoughts of wanting to disappear from the face of the earth. To be hidden. To not exist. To fade into nothingness. / It may be just "one of those days", wherein ...
- Getting ready
Today was our first day of classes. Our last first day of classes as an undergrad. / It hasn't really sunk in me fully (yet), but the realization that this time next year, I will b...
- silence
You normally won't hear a lot in silence. There's not a lot of content to cover, not a lot of words to mix and match; Silence does not have much. / But with you, it seems heavier t...
- The origin of the username
I'm just leaving this here because some people may wonder what the username chiawase means. / Simply put, it's a play on two words: my nickname and the Japanese word for happiness—...
- Hello, 2016.
It's been a while since I last posted in this blog. I haven't felt the urge to write last semester, and I also did not see the need to write things down. / But now, I sorta do. / H...
- 20150930
I do not want to see myself. Not now. / I only thought of what I wanted to do, and not what might have been better for you; I want to dissolve in the fizzle inside me to never ever...
- Turning My Needs Into Wants -- a reflection.
I want to practice writing. I need to practice writing. / I also know that if I need to do something, I (subconsciously or not) do my best to "like" whatever it is I need, so that ...
- Ayaw
Ayaw ko nang lumapit sa iyo. Ayaw kong makipag-usap sa tao. Ayaw ko nang kumain ng hapunan. Ayaw ko nang pumasok kinabukasan. Ayaw ko nang gumalaw sa kama. Ayaw ko nang makita ang ...
- Could Haves
I could have picked up that dead bird on the street and set it aside. I could have stopped myself from viewing porn so that there's no more need to hide. I could have just stopped ...
- Complete Opposites
I think it's better that we're complete opposites. You, a boy, me, a girl; (besides stating the obvious) You would rather stay indoors, It would be better if I went out more; You l...
- Kausap
Natawa lang ako sa situation nung person. Haha. Enjoy :) / Hindi ka na nagreply. Hindi mo na ako pinansin. Kakausapin ko na lang ang ere Pero wala rin namang sasagot sakin Diba? / ...
- 050415;;
There are times when I want to end my days early— / —so I can spend more time with you. / But then, what else is there to do? / Words may take you so far, / but silence is a whole ...
- I let the days pass by me.
Awww, NaPoWriMo's over. And I didn't get to do one poem everyday. / Oh well. It was worth a shot. At least I got back to writing! :) / After I was gone for a few days (reason: orga...
- [NaPoWriMo 2015] To: Ian
Hello everyone, I am back! This is for the twelfth prompt! I went back to the simple things, and talked about what was dear to me. :) / To: Ian / Your large back tells me you have ...
- [NaPoWriMo 2015] useless words
This is for the seventh prompt! It's all about the money. A little too much, maybe. / I placed a screenshot instead of the actual text because it has some weird formatting. Also, n...
- [NaPoWriMo 2015] morning routine
This is for the sixth prompt! When I read this prompt, it got me excited. wink / Haha! Anyway. I enjoyed making this. Hope you like it! :) / morning routine / let's have some coffe...
- [NaPoWriMo 2015] What Happened
This is for the fifth prompt! We're supposed to write--or re-write--a poem made by Emily Dickinson. I chose this because the "title" (or what served as a title) seemed interesting....
- [NaPoWriMo 2015] repetition of tasks
This is for the fourth prompt! And I love it also. (even if the prompt says we should do otherwise, haha) / The prompt for today asks us to make a "loveless" love poem, and I took ...
- [NaPoWriMo 2015] Conversations
This is for the third prompt, wherein we write a fourteener. I wanted to write something more... cheerful, but this is what came into my mind last night. And I couldn't think of an...
- [NaPoWriMo 2015] Yearning
Just like that, I finished another poem for NaPo. I originally wanted to publish this one for my entry, but I couldn't finish it earlier, so that's why I made another one instead. ...
- [NaPoWriMo 2015] Sightings
This is for the second prompt! I love this one. I just love stars and constellations and anything that has to do with astronomy. But because I love it so much, I also had a harder ...
- [NaPoWriMo 2015] Happy.
This is for the first prompt: a poem of negation. / Happy. / It is the equivalent of flipping the end parenthesis. This does not come to mind when defeated by your enemies. It is n...
- [NaPoWriMo 2015] A Harvest Moon Story: Bad End
This is for the bonus prompt, wherein we start our poems with, "I guess it's too late to live on the farm". / -- / A Harvest Moon Story: Bad End / I guess it's too late to live on ...
- Thinking of Joining our org's NaPoWriMo thing.
It's been a while since I last wrote something (that I felt was decent). Now that I have the opportunity to do it again, I'm gonna take it. / I'm aiming for one poem a day, for the...
- Comparison
what happened to the days when you could just pick yourself up from the den that you have fallen into this morning and you slept through it last night this never bothered your thin...
- Is this thing still on?
Yes, yes it is. / It's just that the owner hasn't really gone back to this thing for quite some time. / Hey everyone (I wonder who reads this anyway), / I haven't really been posti...
- Diagnosis and Repair
printout
- caught in-between
caught in-between two paths -- once intertwined now extricated; / both looking for the same light, both searching throughout the night. / by day, they say they're never the same in...
- Talk.
Talk to me. Why won't you talk? Come on. You said you would talk. What's the problem? It's not hard to talk. What's on your mind? I'm here if you want to talk. You know that. I'm r...
- the problem
the problem about writing your feelings: letting them ooze out from the text you're reading is that the hurt keeps coming back after you read them; instead of photographs, you left...
- it doesn't matter how much time you've spent with a person.
what matters is that when you wake up, you realize that you're more in love. / and when you finally decide to get up, you grow and go deeper in love. / and when the moon sets and t...
- the words on top of my head
there are times when I miss your gaze or when I want to be in that phase wherein I just long for your presence or inhale your essenceI want to keep making moments and the fact that...
- What Happened That Morning
resolve: waking up to the sound of the alarm to let me know that I should go and call you now to let you know I am alright my sleep was fine I wonder now about your part / decision...
- dots, dashes and ellipses
what else can I say after a dot. after a hanging line -- after an ellipse... / thoughts that keep eating my mind. words at the end of my tongue -- lost in my mind... / do I still n...
- What Happened Last Night
tired. this might will become a problem. always tired. never having enough rest. the other never knowing when this will end. / sleep. an important thing to do. but sometimes, it ge...
- idle words
the hardest part of writing: when you hit that point when you don't know what to write about at that exact moment when all that comes out of your mind is just gibberish words that ...
- What is it to you?
What else are you holding back? Back in the depth of your thoughts thoughts that sometimes make no sense sense of the heart and the mind mind you, he's already giving his all all f...
- you
you say sadness is the only thing you know but are you willing to go past that? do you want to know more things? things more than sadness? / there are lots of other things beyond t...
- General Things
We're both in the same place, both in the same time but that might not be enough; you have to be more specific. / Moving in the same Earth, breathing the same air, but that's not e...
- 10012014
Time. / We usually think that all we need is a wee bit more time. More time to think about the things that we've done, more time to do all the promises we made, more time to be wit...
- "bakit ganito?"
hindi ko alam kung ano ang gusto mo sabihin ko kahit ano naman ang dahilan kahit isa man lang 'yan, wala pa ring silbi sa'yo kasi nakita mo na 'to. / hindi ba pwedeng pagayan ako n...
- 100913
You're so responsible. / You know how to handle things. I don't know if I can. Funny, how you're the one who's a first timer and yet, it feels like you know what to do. / I guess t...
- Mamang Bulag
naalala ko isang araw, naglalakad ako napansin ko sa tabi ko, isang mamang bulag naglalakad patungo sa overpass nagmamadali ako; hindi na ako tumigil nilagpasan ko siya, pero napai...
- 061213
maybe if I didn't draw only faces, I would be proud of what I've drawn. / maybe if I didn't see the things that scarred me, I would be proud of what I've seen. / maybe if I didn't ...
- This might be open-ended.
can you easily tell the difference between a lie and a sigh? / what's different about these two? what do you think is true or what are you more used to? / a lie may not always have...
- Pedro (?)
Habang nagbibisikleta sa gilid ng kalsada nakita lang kita bigla kong naalala ang isa kong kaklase kaibigan kong lalaki kasamahan ko dati nasa honors palagi Siya ba kaya yun? Hindi...
- push
sometimes, all we need is a little push to get things going, get things to flow but that little push might be too much for the person who feels so small a little push might mean di...
- Want
I want to / sing dance draw write cry smile hide beguile lie talk sleep walk sit stand leap land go stop love gasp hush rant guess land make do create chew wreck test / and do the ...
- Bi(cycle)
(There's nothing wrong with being right. What worries me is what's left.) / What would be left with me (other than the lingering memory of us together)? What else would be there (b...
- The Wait
I remember how long I waited for this moment: to be part of your universe; to be amongst the stars that you see every night; to be the clouds that pass by your house every morning;...
- Trust.
Something hard to find. Something hard to grasp. Something hard to do. / You can't trust everyone, apparently. And what's more stupid is that I let myself get hurt with mistrust de...
- In Your Arms
Before going to sleep, remembering the feeling of being in your arms allowing myself to be comfortable --- now that's wonderful. / Let me hold your hand and just stay like this, th...
- A Note to Myself:
Don't you just love the feeling of finishing something you've worked so hard on? Don't you just love the feeling of finally achieving what you've wanted all this time, and knowing ...
- _
uncertainty is always around the corner. wherever you go, with whomever you meet, whatever time of the day -- it's always there. / uncertainty. / going on and about with your life,...
- Baby Steps
It's been a long time. (Time is relative.) / Take it nice and slow. No rush to it. (You hold the key to make this matter.) / Whatever happens, just take it as it is. (Don't over th...
- My Wonderboy
Who knew that one day, you'd get to meet the guy of your dreams. Who knew that one day, someone will see you for who you are, not for who they want you to be. / Who knew that one d...
- (on the dance floor)
You never did remember me. / I danced with you that moment; orange dress, dancing shoes, beads of sweat forming along with the beat that you could feel creeping up your bones as yo...
- Just letting you know.
I don't know, man. / Can you explain how you are annoyed at someone? Sometimes you can. / Sometimes you can't...? / Are you sure? / Maybe it's for some deep-rooted reason that you ...
- It's been 5 months.
I don't know if it was obvious for you, but I like(d) you. I guess it wasn't. Or maybe it was. I don't really know. / I wonder if you would understand why. Then again, I'm really n...
- What would you say?
I wonder what you would say if you found out that I like you. / I've been pondering on that thought for quite a while now. I really don't know how to tell you, though; it's somethi...
- I want to write a letter.
write a letter and give it to someone whoever it may be just write a letter and put it in an envelope for them to see writing a letter for a special someone maybe I don't really kn...
- [ alone ]
[ alone ]
- Contact Number
The number you have dialed is incorrect please try again; or maybe not you might have gotten it wrong anyway. / The number you have dialed is busy at the moment and every other mom...
- Words
empty boxes shipped to your mouth coming out slowly one by one you try to open them up slowly and surely looking inside careful not to miss any of the meanings hidden (if there are...
- After All's Been Said and Done
You know what's not easy? Being in love - it's never easy you think you're crazy but you're not really -- but actually you might be just really crazy all your words come out weirdl...
- I am:
I am a wandering cloud -- I mix in with the other clouds in the sky, doing my job of cooling the earth down when needed most. I float amongst the heavens, in the skies where no one...
- The Cycle of Misery
I have this unending feeling of queasiness I cannot shake it off so easily; / Every time I remember past happenings Everything starts to shake / It's like I do not have my footing ...
- Going Home
tears start to fall on top of your cover you can feel it all making your body ache all over / you have your feet in buckets of water they feel so beat from plunging in the gutter /...
- Dear Kuya: Ulit
Dear kuya, / Nagsusulat ulit ako sa'yo. Di ko ba alam, napagtripan ko lang ulit. Tagal na kasi talaga natin hindi nag-usap, tapos ngayon ang dami ko na rin ginagawa. Marami ring gi...
- what do i want?
I want love I want... to love I want to have someone to love I miss the feeling of waking up and looking forward to seeing that one someone just him, no one else would make my day ...
- 06072013;
It may not be much, but whenever I share anything, just anything with you -- food or drinks, maybe some wine jokes or laughs, maybe some time -- I enjoy more of my life. / It might...
- let me die
can i die i want to die can i die please let me die i don't deserve to live i want to die can i die can i please just die i can have a lot of ways to die i can suddenly let myself ...
- i'm not
i'm not who you think i am i'm not shy in front of others i'm not quiet like i usually say so i'm not nice like i "normally" am i'm not someone you can rely on i'm not someone you ...
- Summer Romance
I hate summer romance. / It's the kind of romance that gives you so much hope in everything - you think you found the right person; you feel like he's the one. No one else but him,...
- I don't like being watched.
every plan I try to maneuver I always have to endure the pain from the eyes watching me, my mind cannot take this / after some time, I might break down and cry from the pressure I ...
- Being transparent
There will always be that one day when you feel that you are just a ghost in the wind, where your movements mean nothing to the lives of others. Being invisible, in another phrase....
- One Time
"I'm going to miss you." / He said, as he hugged me for the last time. The warmth I felt from his body was... cold. I will never feel this ever again. This is the last time. / "I'm...
- It is done.
It is done. / No more hiding around in the shadows. No more trying to move around time in order to be able to get closer to you. No more attempts of trying to change how you feel. ...
- stop
I should stop talking to him. I should stop clinging on to people I find comfort with. I should stop trying to make people care for me. I should stop trying to actually win people ...
- Disappointment
Please don't give me anything. / Please don't try. I am not someone worthy enough to be given anything at all. I am not worthy to know how to type this, or to even be living under ...
- Even If
Even if the day takes its toll on your exhausted body; even when you think that you don't want to do anything anymore -- it's all worth it in the end. / Even if sometimes, you just...
- Dear Kuya: Ang Una
originally titled "Kung Sana Lang"; submitted for the 12th Day of NaPoWriMo. / Dear kuya, / Kamusta ka na? Di na tayo nagkita Kailan pa ba tayo muling nagkasama? / Nag-usap ba tayo...
- Confession
It's funny now I suddenly took notice of you the first time I saw you sitting there at the corner, with your things just doing your thing, and I'm doing mine Yet I still notice you...
- tape
tape / Have you ever felt like you were some kind of overused tape and that you kept trying on sticking to a wall, but failed every single time? This spoken word piece is about tha...
- Thank you
Thank youI try to make spoken word sometimes. :')If you listened to this, I thank you too.
- Morning Dew;;
Here you are, again. In the middle of everything. In the middle of what you call your 'everything'. / Who am I to you anyway? I'm no one. I'm just someone who managed to like you. ...
- maybe
hey there I think I love you do I? / What is love for me? What is love for you? do I really love you like I think I do? / Maybe this is just me looking for someone to be with and e...
- there are just some things better left untouched
for nothing else will happen when you try to change them; / there are just some things better left untouched because they always go back the same place anyway there are just some t...
- paulit-ulit
paulit-ulit / (here's a poem I really liked after I made it. Also, hello to the Filipinos out there!)
- | stuck; |
I can't get out. I don't know how. How do you get out of something like this? I need to make a decision right now (I'm not even the one who needs to make the decision!) / You, you ...
- -- written in the light --
the walls only have warmth after you have had enough they die and become cold leaving you waiting to come back again / *Was supposed to be posted the morning after April 5 (when *-...
- Funny how you're thinking of a title but instead you typed in this
It's funny how just one simple thing can bring back thousands of memories locked away from the past, and millions of feelings felt that you wished never came back. Funny how one pe...
- hypothetical title
can I have your hypothetical child I want your hypothetical babies We'll have hypothetical love Let's celebrate a hypothetical marriage And make a hypothetical family Then we have ...
- stop wasting notebook space.
It's not worth filling up with useless shit. It's not worth filling up with rants. / ★ It's supposed to be filled with IDEAS. ★ It's supposed to be filled with DREAMS. / not nightm...
- The End of the Beginning (The Beginning of the End)
Hello. Look behind you Someone is there Who is it? It's me. Do you remember? All the fun times All the happy times All the sad times All the angry times I kept all of those memorie...
- Nothing lasts forever
No one will care. Nothing will exist anymore. What you think is real may be imaginary for others. Don't be afraid to be you. / Your words may be nonsense for others, but not for yo...
- A different kind of sad
There's the kind of sad that goes back to haunt you. The kind of sad that hurts you every time. You don't know where it came from; you don't know the reason why it's there in the f...
- What If
What if I could just disappear into the darkness? Then no one would ever worry anymore. No one would think of me as a problem to them. I'd be helping them by erasing my existence i...
- -- written in the dark --
I wish for a lover but there is none no one wants to only the walls can provide me the warmth I so long to feel the warmth of someone by my side even in the darkness I feel safe ev...
- Sitting in front of the store;
When you start to question the reality of the world, you might not be doing anything. You could just be admiring the view of the city from a hill top, or just watching the flurry o...
- 030413;;
Hope that when times flow over and out you will be gone before you know it no one will remember your name, so be it get lost, you dimwit you're not needed in this world / I don't n...
- [I want to die.]
Yes, that is the very first thing that came into mind when I wanted to start this blog. I wanted to write about what I wanted to do in order to die, or just pure suicidal thoughts ...
- why
Welcome to the world Hate it as you may; You cannot escape your existence. / Are you happy? Are you sad? Maybe, maybe not / I don't know what to feel / Should I just look up to the...