After All's Been Said and Done

You know what’s not easy? Being in love - it’s never easy you think you’re crazy but you’re not really — but actually you might be just really crazy all your words come out weirdly your tongue-tied in a knot from trying to make a ribbon for you your hands are entangled in your hair forming a scarf with your fingers from your combing because you’re nervous you know what I feel? I’m feeling all weirdly queasy

• I’m in love; it’s a sickness and I’m happy I’m seriously happy that I’m sick like this even if I’m the only one being queasy in love and happy it’s okay for me; at least now you see that I like you now, I’ll just let you be.

Here is the spoken word version: https://soundcloud.com/chiawase/after-alls-been-said-and-done It seems better as a spoken word poem, but I guess it can stand on its own, too. :)