Trust.

Something hard to find. Something hard to grasp. Something hard to do.

You can’t trust everyone, apparently. And what’s more stupid is that I let myself get hurt with mistrust despite knowing the consequences, despite knowing what can happen - despite knowing what has happened before.

It’s during this time that I want to shut up. It’s during this time that I want to sew my mouth shut. it’s during this time that I want to just disappear.

In the end, it’s all my fault anyway. Nothing much I can do about it.

Let the insult add to injury. Rub it in my face. It’s my fault.

I guess there’s nothing else I can do but try again.