the words on top of my head

there are times when I miss your gaze or when I want to be in that phase wherein I just long for your presence or inhale your essenceI want to keep making moments and the fact that both of us are open to whatever that may happen I know that these won’t be forgottenEven though the time is now I really want to make a vow to stay with you for a long time (I just added this line to make it rhyme)Here I go again with my promises making do with all my tests to see whether or not this is worth it making time to just sitsit and think about the consequences — maybe, if I’m confident about my choices, I won’t have to consider and just make do with it and snickerI always do things to be sure and you know that I do this to assure that everything will go smoothly and everything must go through mebefore anything is finalized I sit still and just fantasize about the what-ifs I have in life and with all of that, just surviveAnd you know what? I want to experience this all with you, there are no things I want you to miss I’m happy with what I decided on to go through with this relation that I’ve come upon.