Chi Señires

Talk.

Talk to me. Why won’t you talk? Come on. You said you would talk. What’s the problem? It’s not hard to talk. What’s on your mind? I’m here if you want to talk. You know that. I’m ready to listen to you talk. … Nothing? You really have nothing to say? You’re serious about this — nothing? Come on, you know it’s not ‘nothing’. That ‘nothing’ is still something. … What? Is it that hard to talk about? Or do you just not want to tell me? You know you can tell me, right? Why won’t you tell me? … Just open your fucking mouth and speak! Why the hell can’t you do that? Just let go of whatever anxiety you have! You want to share it, right? It’s so hard to deal with you! … … … Oh no. You’re angry. No. This didn’t have to happen. No. Why did I let this happen. No. I should start talking— no! What do I say? — oh no. … You know what, I’ll just— *wait, please don’t go— *You don’t want to talk to me anyway, so— Please spare a moment! No— If you want to do that, that’s fine— I just need a minute to organize— You don’t even trust me anyway— I trust you! I trust you, I just— You don’t even want to talk to me— Why is it so hard to open up— someone you love— about things like this, unnecessary— you know you can talk to me about anything— I know, I know… … … … … …

Originally published on A Collection of Thoughts from Yesterday's Tomorrow

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