[NaPoWriMo 2015] Conversations

This is for the third prompt, wherein we write a fourteener. I wanted to write something more… cheerful, but this is what came into my mind last night. And I couldn’t think of anything else to write for that matter. So, here you go.

Conversations

I have come to the point wherein I don’t want to tell you all the negative things that have been going through my mind and it’s really scary because if I have reached this point distance may grow more between us after each passing day I don’t want this to happen at all; I want to stop it yet I know that the more I try, the more it keeps growing into a monster that cannot be tamed simply by will If my will was weak, I would have been devoured already yet I am still here, talking about this monstrosity in an attempt to tame the monster that is inside me I won’t let this monster take over me so easily and I hope I will be able to talk to you again knowing that I don’t have to hide anything anymore because there is no use in hiding what is truly there.