“aren't you scared?”

    Where have I gone? Where else am I going? Where ever I want. and where ever I need. But sometimes others ask me… . . . aren’t you scared?

    I am. But why should that be the norm? I just want to keep moving while I can. And maybe also serve as an example that it’s doable by anyone. That one can be more free moving about on a bike. And one can ask for things to be better.

    Some says it gets harder, but I hope eventually all our efforts to enact change have an impact in the future.

    I just want to live. I don’t want to be scared to live. I want to thrive while I am able.

    what i drew to pass the time while waiting for my flight

    My drawing reminds me of this game titled “Florence” because of my coloring. 😆

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    Hello! Things have been going well so far. Slowly but surely I’m doing my best to be more deliberate with the things I do.

    I’m working towards being more honest with myself, in terms of what I want to do, who I want to spend it with, and overall just taking care of myself.

    Here’s hoping next week is stable for me. -Chi #timelapse

    weekly; unfiltered, timelapse

    the episodes have become weekly. I find it a bit amusing that even my moods or emotions follow a 2-week sprint. I guess that’s the effect of my work on me. I wanna feel better, get better. I’m trying to be more honest with myself. And also be more caring for my wellbeing. After I do so, anyway, I feel lighter. Sometimes I can get out of the rut by myself. But usually. I do need help from others. This is also another way: just to share thoughts, unfiltered. I hope I get in a better mental state. I hope I can get through the weight.

    – Chi